hiahz. i really dont know what to say. memories are memories... they make u smile and i guess reminise abt good times... but revive feelings? maybe to a small extent but if its really behind u it wont rite? like i think abt fun times me and jess had in pri sch and like i will think wow! i need to call her or msg her or soemthing but i nv will... and she doesnt either... so our 7 yrs of being best frens just disappears... but some memories invoke more than just a wistful glance at the phone... they stir feelings that i thought were hidden and buried... but so what? i dunno. i think that there is stirring but that is all it is. im sorry. sometimes im scared to say too much in this blog cos too many pple are reading it and i have to consider how much i want to tell such and such a person... i am in qt a confused mood now... really dunno wad to say. i need to pray.


Love unfailing, overtaking my heart
You take me in
Finding peace again
Fear is lost in all You are


And i would give the world to tell Your story
'Cos i know that You'v called me,
I know that you've called me
I've lost myself for good within Your promise
And i wont hide it
I wont hide it


Jesus i believe in You,
And i would go
To the ends of the earth,
To the ends of the earth for
You alone are the Son of God
And all the earth will see
That You are God
You are God....


dear Lord...i really want to go to the ends of the earth for You. show me Your way and lead me down Your path for me. may i bring glory to You always in all i do. Please, Lord, show me Your way.